Transitions

So here we are between winter and summer (sometimes called spring), between white and a tundra colour, between the end of a year and the beginning of another... (or between the time that the muffins came out of the oven and when they are cool enough to extract from the muffin tin and eat safely......

I'm not quite sure if I feel like this ptarmigan with my head in summer and my body in winter...... and I don't think I'm moulting my feathers. If anything today, I feel in a particular kind of mental limbo. I should feel excited and I just feel like I have a lot of things to do and there isn't too much point making plans because every plan I make takes away from thesis writing time. I have learned the importance of balance in ones life - yet, I am determined to get this stone off my neck as quickly as possible.

I'm sure a few more days of getting lots of sleep and eating healthy food and hey... it looks like of sunny and they are now promising nice weather on Thursday and Friday.... or maybe once things get a bit closer perhaps I can find more enthusiasm for a change of scenary and routine....

Ah well... I've always been one of those people that are happier with transitions once the loose ends are tied up and I'm on the bus and the rest is a matter of the length of road and when I get there is out of my hands. In the meantime, I'd better get a few little errands done, so I can head into work dressed in something other than PJ's. Actually, I probably could go into work dressed the way I am. (I'm wearing a t-shirt and black stretch pants - so I don't really look like I'm wearing PJ's - I guess after years sleeping in my jeans and first response jacket and hiking boots, anything comfortable passes as PJ's)... still... I think I can find something more well, unslept in. Transition from morning to day.. you know...

Okay... I'm rambling for no reason save that once I finish this post, I'll have to get my brain into a more organized and forward moving mode... and I guess I don't mind being in limbo for a few minutes longer :D

Peace out